After writing on Yusef Komunyakaa’s poem, I was reminded of this poem that I wrote last year for english class. I don’t know why I stopped writing my own poetry, maybe it was a phase. Hopefully someday I will do it more often again.
A Sister’s Wish
In the picture on the wall your smile remains;
Dressed in your football jersey without a care.
Back when only on the field you felt pain
And everyone thought you’d always be there.
You were gone before I was even born,
Life stolen from you in a foreign land.
Without you here our family is forever torn.
I grasp for distant memories like tiny grains of blowing sand.
I wish I had gotten to know you
As a brother and eventually as my friend.
Your grave is all that’s left to speak to
But granite won’t help the hole in my heart to mend.
I plant a flower by your grave stone,
And I slowly trace you name with my finger
As I wonder about the brother I’ve never known,
I head to the car while my father lingers
To bow his head as the clouds crowd the sky
As raindrops fall and tears mist in both our eyes.